Lolita outfit snap~

Hi everyone!

Just here to bore you with a small outfit snap~ I wore lolita for a school picture, because two students wanted to have everyone wearing pastel, and unfortunatly lolita is the only pastel colored clothing I have u_u I have spend 4 years trying to get rid of my lolita image at school, and now I will be in my graduation book looking like one forever ;n; oh well ...

The outfit~ The dress is handmade :)

My extentions look like they are a way different colour, but tbh, I have 500 shades of red in my hair right now so irl it looks more like it does on the outfit shot here :)

DIY Shirts + some random stuff~

Hii everyone! <3

So today I took a little time off from working on school, and decided to alter some shirts I had laying around for quite a while, but didnt yet had the time for. So the first was a white shirt I wanted to make into a union jack shirt, since the only shirts I can find here are about 30 euros, and to me that is just too much for a tshirt u_u So I made one myself! :D As you can see I gave it my own touch by adding black skull printed fabric instead of a blue one, and the overal idea of the shirt was to give it a kind of unpolished rock look :)

The second thing I did was this knitted sweater. I've been seeing a lot of damaged knits all over the place, and since the weather here is still cold enough to wear sweaters, I bought a sweater at a triftshop for a few euros and decided to 'damage it', but it had been in my closet for a while and I didn't have the time to do so, but now I finally did! I also added some golden studs, and I personally think it is a nice effect :)

And now for some more random updates of last week, I was really busy with school because of my midterm crit. I had been sewing like crazy and I think that over the whole week I had about 10 hours of sleep in total u_u Unfortunatly my hard work didn't really pay of during the crit, but atleast I know how to go on from here~ On the left my hands, I ran out of plasters from all the work :')

 
A picture of my and my sister, she drove me to school with all my outfits cause I couldn't get all my stuff on the train on my own xD And on the right some nice macaroons my grandmother gave me <3

  
On the left my outfit for the crit, and on the right the ringflash I ordered for my camera had finally arrived and  I can't wait to test it! <3

Sorry for this really random post, but there is just not a lot of interesting things going on my life atm u_u I hope I can soon update with some more interesting stuff <3

Outfit Snaps~

Hi everyone! Long time no post ^^" I'm just here to bore you really with a couple of casual outfit snaps, I hope that after thursday I can update on some more interesting things, maybe even open a new gyaru discussion topic, but for now I really can only make this small post and get back to working on my collection. Which Im totally doomed for, since everything around it fails while I try so hard but oh well u_u

I tried editting them sort of differently on my phone so you would see less messy background XD One day I will get it right, one day~

(Those pants on the left finally fit me, yay! but they are too big now XD)

Make-up + Clubbing Outfit

Hii Everyone!

I haven't been updating too well but you know the deal ^^" I am here to bore you today with a make-up and outfit shot :D I did make them with my new camera! You can really see every little detail of my face, whoops :')

And here is the outfit with it, I went clubbing with some friends ^^

That's it for now again! sorry this post isnt too interesting, but I thought I'd update anyway ^^" Love you all! <3

Outfit Snaps~

Hii everyone~!
I am sorry that I lacked updating again, and even now I am not really bringing anything that interesting but hey, im still alive! XD Just some small outfit snaps from the past week~ You can see that they are not really that interesting all together, since I am so busy that I usually just put on the most random and most comfortable clothes on I can find. You can also see the horrible frizzy state my hair is in all day, every day. There is honestly nothing I can do about it unless I straighten it every day (even that hardly helps) but that would be quite bad for my hair, so Im just waiting for the weather to turn better u_u

On another note, and I know I hardly get really personal on this blog, but I felt like sharing it with you anyway, I have been rather overworked lately. And I am currently at the point where it is affecting my health. Last Friday at work I got a hyperventilation attack, which I had never had before. I had no idea what the hell was happening to me and I had the feeling I was dying since nobody else around me knew either. It went on for atleast 45 minutes, and somewhere in between I got to call my mom, who then dragged me to the hospital since I wasn't able to stand on my own two feet anymore. Once in the hospital I finally got to calm down, got my breathing under control, slowly regained feeling in both my arms and legs and my sight slightly grew better. I was really scared though and I hope it won't happen again, but Im afraid it will. School is really starting to get the better of me, and when Im not working on school Im working in the restaurant to try and save up for Tokyo, because honestly, it is the only thing that keeps me going now. Almost all of my classmates aren't enjoying making their graduation collection anymore, and I have the feeling im not either. There are so many deadlines for so many different things and even other teachers said that fashion design students work the hardest. And though I love what I do, I almost have the feeling I can't keep up anymore, but honestly, nobody seems to be able to do so. So yeah, Im looking forward for a month of vacation in Tokyo, even though it is faaaaaar away. u_u Sorry for this downer talk guys, I hope I can soon bring you more fortunate news again :)

Love you all! <3